got a few dark thoughts I'm cycling through
and a bright idea I haven't used
it's too loud to think here
let alone to speak
construction in our heads
tearing up the concrete
just to figure out
it's not enough for me
I have this vision about burning the apartment building down,
I still dream about you.
how the fuck was I supposed to handle
I wish I knew it all
before I got into this
how it's gonna go
before I start losing it
"I'm already someone else,
it's a consequence of getting close.
you know I warned you from the start I could get mean."
we're awake each morning, a couple cusps, more and more exhausted.
can I just get some room to breath?
did we lose ourselves
in a union of difference?
can I love you through
the immutable distance?
the immutable distance, distance, distance...
I think I need a little distance
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